HER JOURNAL
Wednesday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at
a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so
I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we
could talk; he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what
was
wrong, he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was
upset..
He
said it had nothing to do with me and not! to worr y.
On the way home I told him that I loved him; he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say
he
loved me too.
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do
with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.
He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10
minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my
caress
and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his
thoughts
where somewhere else.
I decided that I could not take ! it anymo re so I decided to confront
him
with
the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried
until I
too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his
thoughts
are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS JOURNAL
Today the Titans lost, but at least I got laid.
Wednesday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at
a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so
I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we
could talk; he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what
was
wrong, he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was
upset..
He
said it had nothing to do with me and not! to worr y.
On the way home I told him that I loved him; he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say
he
loved me too.
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do
with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV.
He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10
minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my
caress
and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his
thoughts
where somewhere else.
I decided that I could not take ! it anymo re so I decided to confront
him
with
the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried
until I
too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his
thoughts
are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS JOURNAL
Today the Titans lost, but at least I got laid.